Today I had one of the very best phone conversations that I've ever had in my life. (Can't be the best, since nothing beats phone sex, lol.) It took this big weight off of me, and allowed me to breathe again. Oh my God, did I need that. I'm so freaking grateful for things like that in my life. When you feel at your worst, it's so great to be picked up again, and made to feel wonderful. Oh, and you know what, I'm hungry again. I guess that's a good and bad thing. I've watched my tummy go down this week, and that was fine by me. Once I got home, I ate a HUGE lunch, though.
I'm feeling good, and hoping this carries me into a wonderful Halloween w/ the boys tomorrow. Cal is going to be Spongebob (again). This is the first year he's ever put his costume on, on his own. Every year, it's a fight to get him to wear one. This year he's actually excited! Ryno's going to be Luigi (from Mario Bros.) He's 10 this year, so it may be the last year he dresses up for a while. I hope he's able to enjoy the heck out of it. Oh crap, I've just remembered, I still need to buy candy. Usually I buy the full size bars at Costco, but I don't have that option this year. Will probably get stuck w/ some crappy taffy stuff from Wal-Mart. And you know what's weird? They actually have trick-or-treat TIMES here. It's from 4:30-6. That's so weird to me.
Also, church was good this morning. I'm still finding it odd that I'm attending a Baptist church, but it's a great one. I'm thankful to have it in my life.
10:00 Smoothie (soy milk, spinach, banana, blueberries, strawberries)
1:00 Big slice of lasanga w/ french bread, 20 oz. Diet Coke.
6:00 3 tacos (hard corn shell, Morningstar Farms crumbles, taco seasoning, homemade guac, salsa), and tortilla chips -this was not a smart move...after not eating much this week, this wasn't a great choice (along w/ the lunch). Made me feel like shit.