After getting kind of caught off guard by the results of the appointment, my anxiety was at its finest. Through the roof. I immediately went and burried myself in a fish sandwich, fries, and Pepsi. Until recently, I've never been a fast eater. In fact, I'm almost always the last one done. When I'm eating out of anxiety, it's like a race to finish it. I have to feel better, if I eat faster, I feel like I will. Of course I don't, but it's just kinda what goes through my mind.
I then went to get my iPhone/Razr situation fixed. I didn't like the iPhone, so I returned it on Thursday to the store, only to still have it sitting on their counter, blah, blah, blah.... Since Thurs., I've made 5 trips and 5 unanswered calls. We finally got it settled (had to go through Verizon cust service), and I had to go in to swipe my card to get my refund. Only when I went in, my $35 restock fee had changed to $100, and I was not having it....I was pissed and walked out. Totally ridiculous. Finally, the gal I bought the phone from (the mgr) was back in the store today, and made it kind of right. I now have the Razr. I'm super stoked to use it, but apparently there's a big 4G outage in our area...So, I've yet to finish setting it up. So, if you've tried to text or call me today, I haven't gotten it. My service is in limbo land.
So, after the anxiety filled day I had, I rushed home to calm myself down w/ a beer. I then talked on the phone to a friend for a bit. After everyone went to bed, I turned on the X-Mas music and started wrapping presents. Now, under normal circumstances, I can't wrap worth a shit. My mom always makes fun of me for it. So, after 4 beers on a totally empty stomach (and it went right to my head), I finished w/ the days wrapping. If you get something from me that looks kinda crappy, I was sober. If you see something and go, WTF? You know that was after the 4 beers. But I'll tell you what. It was a happy 4 beers, and it took my anxiety away for the night. Also, I must say that I'm quite proud of my gift buying this year. I always put way too much thought into each purchase and go back and forth if it's the right thing, or if I should get more, etc. This year, I kept it simple but sweet. I feel good about it.
Here's hoping my new head meds are here tomorrow. Can't wait to see if they work.
Have a great night.