The job hunt does continue. It's really limiting as we are in a rural area, and I'm unwilling to commute to far. I don't want to be too far away from the kids, in case something happens or they are off school. We've been through that, and it's way too stressful.
It's now 2 days since my breakdown. I'm so grateful that I can look back, and view it as what it was, a really terrible day. In the past few years, this could've turned into something that lasted for, well months. I'm glad to be in a place where I apparently have some control. Thank God. Really, thank God. I know I'm not 100% in control of my emotions all the time, but I've come a long way. Yay me... And this is a first, I'm saying this a day or two away from my mother fucking period. If you know me, that's progress ;)
I'll leave you with the lyrics to Girls Chase Boys. I always think of my friend H.P. when I hear it. It just seems like a song she'd like, and the singer, Ingrid Michaelson reminds me of her. I've been poor about being in touch with people lately, but I passed this along to H.P. yesterday, and she'd never heard of it. She checked the video and said she was flattered and really liked the song. I'd never seen the video, and was shocked at what I saw. Holy tits Batman! Haha. The video was definitely not what I would've expected from her, having seen her perform it on talk shows. It's pretty funny. A woman's take on Simply Irresistible. If you want a chuckle, check it out. So, it wouldn't let me add the lyrics. This thing is funny sometimes, but I figured out how to add a video. Watch out! I think I've created a monster. Enjoy
Have a wonderful day,