Pulling my head out of my ass only to stick it back up there.

Oh, I was so excited to start new this morning.  I went to bed fairly early, and I actually got a halfway decent night of sleep, for me.  So, why in the hell did I wake up on the wrong side of the bed?  I can't blame it on all sorts of things that my mind wants to play the "blame game" with, but bottom line, it's probably all of this terrible, processed, sugary food that I've been eating.  It's toxic to the mind and the body.  So, why do I do this?  I know better!  Anyway, shitty mood and all, I started the day off with a fresh glass of pineapple juice.  Even though it was fabulous, my mind wouldn't quit thinking about food.  I've got leftover salmon dip and homemade potato salad (the 2 things that I make, that I love most), and an hour (maybe less) after drinking the nutritious breakfast, I find myself eating the dip w/ crackers and inhaling a big bowl of the potato salad.  I've also got to go "into town" today to get Junior's medicine.  So....all I can think about is eating something in town.  Look at me: a full on food addict.  How pathetic.  Although I have a hard time being true to myself and treating myself with respect, I respect you guys.  And because of this, you have my word, that I will get my shit together tomorrow.  I promise you.  This website isn't designed to show you how to GAIN weight, it's here to help you LOSE weight.

8:15  glass of fresh pineapple juice
9:30  salmon dip w/ crackers and big bowl of potato salad.