The mind is a funny thing. For a moment, I forgot that I wasn't this old chick that needs to lose weight. I guess, that's not true, but I chose to believe that's not what I was. Reality check. It is what I am. It's what others see. Only I can change that. I would love to be able to blame what I've become on something, but I can't. I've lost touch with myself. So, there's my focus. Finding the person that cares about her body, her appearance, her health more than she has.
Recent events have forced me to find the silver lining...see the segue way to the song? I honestly don't know how to find it. I'm a silver lining kinda person, but I'm at a loss. I'll get there, but I'm not there yet.
Well, shit this wasn't as upbeat as I was hoping. But we all have those days! As a friend once told me after an error in softball, "Turn the frown upside down." (As if this competitive freak wanted to hear that...so it's a joke that's been between us for 15 years now). I'll work on that tonight. You know what would help? A win tonight in fantasy football :) Just keepin' it real.
Wishing you a good Monday evening. We are one step closer to Friday. Hope you enjoy the song.