I've had many reservations about coming home at this weight. Horrible anxiety... But I must say, that coming home was just what the doctor ordered. I may encounter some drunken asshole who will comment about my weight before I leave, but for now, I have received nothing but absolute love since arriving in Alaska yesterday. I'm so very glad that I'm in a place that allows me to accept and receive this love. (I have no idea why that underlined). I'm so fortunate to have such amazing people in my life. I don't get to see them often, but to them I'm the same person I've always been. They see through the weight. To them, my weight doesn't define me. It has no bearing on their love for me... I need to take a page from their book. That's all. I'll go back to staring at the ceiling now :)
love you guys,
Jen