Jillian posted this on FB last night.
I like it, but I don’t believe that it always needs to be that extreme. I know I need to step it up, but after just 1 ½ weeks of eating better and walking (and overall being more active) I feel so much better. I can also feel a difference in the way my pants fit. It’s taking those first steps that always seem to be the hardest. But once we take those initial steps, we find ourselves wanting to do more; wanting to be
more.
I got a really nice walk in again last night. The weather is so perfect for it right now. I’m so bummed that the weather will soon be turning to shit…. At the park, I ran into Ryne’s friend Jeremy, along with his dad. They had come over for the house warming party. They’re good ppl. Jeremy’s mom has even been great about keeping me posted on the upcoming basketball schedule. Anyway,
according to Jeremy’s dad, Ryne is having a “huge” sleepover. LOL. That was the first I’d heard of it…. I asked Ryne about it last night, but he claims he knows nothing about it (un-huh). But anyway, it was such a nice feeling to run into someone that I know. It was such a simple thing, but made me feel so good. Almost like this new place is becoming our home. Lord knows it probably will be for quite some time. I can’t bear the thought of moving the kids’ schools again, even if it is to the West Coast.
It’s 9:00, but I’m still functioning like it’s 6. Sleep is continuing to elude me.
It really pisses me off. I did so well for quite a stretch there. Anyway, hopefully I’ll have more to write later. I should probably do a little work. I really have yet to do shit today.
Oh, I heard Lithium last night on my walk. It’s one of my fave Nirvana songs.
Anyway, I don’t even know exactly what Lithium is…but this song makes it
sound awesome. Too bad, I know that the concept of drugs is always much more appealing than actually doing them. So, no fear: no lithium for me. Light
my candles in a daze, ‘cause I found God.
Have a great Friday Eve!
Jen
Food:
7:45
Pear and a banana, glass of herbal tea (peppermint)
9:30 Bag of microwave popcorn.... didn't eat enough yesterday. Starving!!!!
12:30 Whole wheat pita w/ 100 cals of hummus, romaine, arrugula, and kale (yum!), small bowl of tomato bisque (see recipe)
My boss brought in f'ing bite size Halloween candy....and I've been eating it! Fuck!
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in
my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...
We've broken
our mirrors (Alt: We broke our mirrors)
Sunday morning is everyday for all I
care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles, in a daze
'Cause I've
found god
Hey, hey hey [x6]
I'm so lonely, but that's okay, I
shaved my head ...
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all
I've heard ...
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you
there ...
But I don't care
I'm so horny, but that's okay ...
My will is
good
Hey, hey hey [x6]
[x2]
I like it - I'm not gonna
crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna
crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay,
'cause so are you ...
We've broken our mirrors (Alt: We broke our
mirrors)
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not
scared
Light my candles in a daze ...
'Cause I've found god
Hey, hey
hey [x6]
[x2]
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss
you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you -
I'm not gonna crack
I like it, but I don’t believe that it always needs to be that extreme. I know I need to step it up, but after just 1 ½ weeks of eating better and walking (and overall being more active) I feel so much better. I can also feel a difference in the way my pants fit. It’s taking those first steps that always seem to be the hardest. But once we take those initial steps, we find ourselves wanting to do more; wanting to be
more.
I got a really nice walk in again last night. The weather is so perfect for it right now. I’m so bummed that the weather will soon be turning to shit…. At the park, I ran into Ryne’s friend Jeremy, along with his dad. They had come over for the house warming party. They’re good ppl. Jeremy’s mom has even been great about keeping me posted on the upcoming basketball schedule. Anyway,
according to Jeremy’s dad, Ryne is having a “huge” sleepover. LOL. That was the first I’d heard of it…. I asked Ryne about it last night, but he claims he knows nothing about it (un-huh). But anyway, it was such a nice feeling to run into someone that I know. It was such a simple thing, but made me feel so good. Almost like this new place is becoming our home. Lord knows it probably will be for quite some time. I can’t bear the thought of moving the kids’ schools again, even if it is to the West Coast.
It’s 9:00, but I’m still functioning like it’s 6. Sleep is continuing to elude me.
It really pisses me off. I did so well for quite a stretch there. Anyway, hopefully I’ll have more to write later. I should probably do a little work. I really have yet to do shit today.
Oh, I heard Lithium last night on my walk. It’s one of my fave Nirvana songs.
Anyway, I don’t even know exactly what Lithium is…but this song makes it
sound awesome. Too bad, I know that the concept of drugs is always much more appealing than actually doing them. So, no fear: no lithium for me. Light
my candles in a daze, ‘cause I found God.
Have a great Friday Eve!
Jen
Food:
7:45
Pear and a banana, glass of herbal tea (peppermint)
9:30 Bag of microwave popcorn.... didn't eat enough yesterday. Starving!!!!
12:30 Whole wheat pita w/ 100 cals of hummus, romaine, arrugula, and kale (yum!), small bowl of tomato bisque (see recipe)
My boss brought in f'ing bite size Halloween candy....and I've been eating it! Fuck!
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in
my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you ...
We've broken
our mirrors (Alt: We broke our mirrors)
Sunday morning is everyday for all I
care ...
And I'm not scared
Light my candles, in a daze
'Cause I've
found god
Hey, hey hey [x6]
I'm so lonely, but that's okay, I
shaved my head ...
And I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all
I've heard ...
But I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you
there ...
But I don't care
I'm so horny, but that's okay ...
My will is
good
Hey, hey hey [x6]
[x2]
I like it - I'm not gonna
crack
I miss you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna
crack
I killed you - I'm not gonna crack
I'm so happy 'cause today
I've found my friends ...
They're in my head
I'm so ugly, but that's okay,
'cause so are you ...
We've broken our mirrors (Alt: We broke our
mirrors)
Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...
And I'm not
scared
Light my candles in a daze ...
'Cause I've found god
Hey, hey
hey [x6]
[x2]
I like it - I'm not gonna crack
I miss
you - I'm not gonna crack
I love you - I'm not gonna crack
I killed you -
I'm not gonna crack
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