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Fuckety Fuck, Fuck.

10/16/2014

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I was able to get 4 miles in this morning.  I didn't jog, as my knees were really killing me.  I have to be smart, I guess.  It's a fine line between being a pussy and hurting myself.  Hopefully, I'll get it all figured out.  Nonetheless, I feel good about 4 miles.  I ran (well walked) into Elizabeth again today.  This time we chatted a bit.  I had to go, so it was only a few minutes, but she's pretty cool.  She told me she runs, so she doesn't drink.  lol.  My kinda gal! 

It was my first solo day of volunteering.  Holy shit...  I'll keep going, but for the most part, it's so hard...so, so hard (that's what she said).  Really, I saw something really disturbing and wouldn't even feel right talking about it.  Heartbreaking.  This type of volunteering isn't what I had in mind, when I started.  Hopefully, I can learn to deal with this better.

Well, Ryno didn't make either team in basketball.  I'm so devastated for him.  I truly am heartbroken...  He's handling it fairly well.  He's even stated he would like to be the team manager.  He's hoping that would help him make the team next year.  Brian's not to keen on the idea, but I really like it.  I love that he still wants to be involved.  Plus, it's still being part of a team.  I really think of that as a positive.  I took him to McDonald's (I know...sending a terrible message) tonight to help lighten his mood.  I'm glad we were able to do that together.  I totally shit the bed though, as I had a filet-o-fish meal.  Let me tell you, that sandwich tasted like shit.  It was dumb.  I shouldn't have done it, but it's now in the past.  Yep.  I'm still a stress eater....but I'm aware of it, and want better for myself, which is a huge fucking step from the disaster I can be.

Tomorrow is going to be a good, busy day.  I'm ready for the weekend!  Happy Friday to you all.  Hope you are able to make the most out of your Friday!  Let's all try not to shit the bed, too much.

~Jen
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