Anyway, maybe it’s for the best that my computer bought
the farm and I can’t post my stupid rants. I’m so badly p.m.s.’ing.
My head is in a very bad place. I just came from Walmart, where it took all I had to not start crying while walking through the aisles. There’s no reason to cry. My hormones are way f’d up. I’m in a terrible mood. I’ve been like this for a couple of days now. What a loser. Why can’t I get this under control? I’m not a good wife, parent, or friend, when I’m like this. I just keep thinking, if I weren’t at work, at least I could bury my head under the blankets and cry it out or sleep it out. What I do know, is that what’s absolutely terrible for you when you’re p.m.s.’ing? Sugar…. What am I overloading on? Sugar, along with everything else. I’m so stupid. I know better. As you can tell, I’m not in a great place. I won’t weigh myself tomorrow, since that’s sure to send me over the edge. Hopefully tomorrow I’ll wake up feeling better….
I do hope that you guys are doing well.
Trust me, it means so much to me that you continue to stick with me, even
when I fail in epic proportions.
If I weren’t hating myself so much right now, I’d so feel the love :)