Well, fuck me running....Today has been the worst weigh in of all fucking time. Really, all fucking time. In 1 week, I gained, 8 lbs. 2 oz. How the fuck is that even possible?! I know I severely overindulged in Vegas and did bad for two days after I got back, but mofo. Well, hopefully I can get this shit taken off in the next 3 weeks.... What a price to pay.... I'm now at 205.6 I know, you're totally turned on, if you're a chubby chaser. Anyway. I'm so pissed. All I have to say is, cunt. Why? because that's the worst word I know.
I ate well again today. Slowly, but surely, my stomach is getting back on track. It's not normal, yet, but hopefully tomorrow I'll get back to my regular "schedule." I was super stressed by the time I got home today, but I'm glad to say I didn't turn to food like I wanted. It's only been 3 days on the job, but today made me wonder if this is the place for me. It's probably because I hate the commute so much. I really, truly hate the commute. After driving an hour (speeding) to get there this morning, I was talked to for being 2 mins. late. It's forgiven, but I was humiliated. Being on time, has never been my thing. In fact, it might be my worst trait. So, now I guess I need to leave 75 mins. before work. We also did inventory all day (and by "we" I mean me). I was up and down the ladder, moving heavy shit, cleaning filthy shelves, etc. So, I'm a bit sore tonight. Hopefully, it helps me sleep good. Oh well, just one of those days.... Starting a new job is never fun. I just need to keep my head on straight with my diet, and get the exercise in there starting this weekend. My health is the most important thing to me.
Anyway, I've got to get the soup off the stove (I realized very late that I didn't have any for tomorrow..what a dip shit). Hope you guys all had a great day.
Much love,
Jen
6:45 Smoothie (water, flax seed, spinach, banana, mangoes)
7:00 Soda Water
10:30 Small apple
12:00 Cauliflower soup (see recipe), spring mix salad w/ lite honey mustard dressing
3:40 Orange
6:00 Bean burrito (vegetarian refried beans, spring mix, salsa, homemade guac, hot sauce on wheat soft shell), Steamed asparagus and mixed veggies
I ate well again today. Slowly, but surely, my stomach is getting back on track. It's not normal, yet, but hopefully tomorrow I'll get back to my regular "schedule." I was super stressed by the time I got home today, but I'm glad to say I didn't turn to food like I wanted. It's only been 3 days on the job, but today made me wonder if this is the place for me. It's probably because I hate the commute so much. I really, truly hate the commute. After driving an hour (speeding) to get there this morning, I was talked to for being 2 mins. late. It's forgiven, but I was humiliated. Being on time, has never been my thing. In fact, it might be my worst trait. So, now I guess I need to leave 75 mins. before work. We also did inventory all day (and by "we" I mean me). I was up and down the ladder, moving heavy shit, cleaning filthy shelves, etc. So, I'm a bit sore tonight. Hopefully, it helps me sleep good. Oh well, just one of those days.... Starting a new job is never fun. I just need to keep my head on straight with my diet, and get the exercise in there starting this weekend. My health is the most important thing to me.
Anyway, I've got to get the soup off the stove (I realized very late that I didn't have any for tomorrow..what a dip shit). Hope you guys all had a great day.
Much love,
Jen
6:45 Smoothie (water, flax seed, spinach, banana, mangoes)
7:00 Soda Water
10:30 Small apple
12:00 Cauliflower soup (see recipe), spring mix salad w/ lite honey mustard dressing
3:40 Orange
6:00 Bean burrito (vegetarian refried beans, spring mix, salsa, homemade guac, hot sauce on wheat soft shell), Steamed asparagus and mixed veggies
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