We watched the Biggest Loser this morning. I'm so glad Bonnie finally went home. She was like nails on the chalk board to me. I am glad that she continued to lose at home, though. I didn't know if she had it in her.
Last nights crazy dreams: I dreamt that I lost a ton of weight, but I still had these ugly fucking puffy bags under my eyes. In my dream, I even looked at surgical options, but to no avail. Real nice.
The next one was better. In this dream, I had a quickie marriage (like 5 days), but he was a sociopath, so I had to run from him. Thankfully Steve Andropolis (old school As The World Turns-married to Meg Ryan's character) and Brett Favre were there to help me run. After a week or so, Steve asked me to marry him and I said, yes. I knew I had a crush on Brett, but Steve was such an awesome guy. Anyway, later that day, I find myself alone w/ Brett Favre (who by the way was missing his top 2 front teeth...) who proclaimed his undying love for me and asked me to marry him. I said yes, and I had to break it off w/ Steven Andropolis from ATWT. Unfortunately, I woke up before there was any consummating of the relationship :) The stuff that must float around in my head. The good news is, no night sweats! I'll take that any day of the week.
I have a phone date today. Yay! When I started this site, I really thought I would be inspiring others, not needing inspiration. In this journey, I've really been blessed to be able to strengthen existing friendships. In this case, I'll be talking to someone that I've always been friendly with, but haven't been super close to (she's my friends sister). I don't want to mention any names, but her initials are Asha. haha. I feel so lucky to have gotten to know her so much better through this process. Yay, for me!
9:00 2 slices of wheat toast w/ Earth Balance and boiled egg whites, Caffeine Diet Coke
1:35 PB&J on wheat, banana, mandarin orange, bite size 3 Muskateers
2:00 Caffeine free Diet Coke
12:00 Took Junior for 1/3 mile walk, then walked 4 miles in the bitter freaking cold and wind. Felt awesome!