Another day filled w/ failure

I got up this morning, telling myself that today is a new day...I would be better.  Well, I haven't been.  I'm spent.  Emotional stuff just weighs me down in the worst ways...I'm so tired.  I even took a nap this afternoon.  The events of yesterday are still very much with us today.  It puts everything in such perspective.  We've got to get our will done, Brian needs a decent life insurance, blah, blah, blah.  Sucks being a grown up, huh?  Just so it's in writing, before we get the will done, if anything ever happens to Brian and I, we want the kids to live w/ my sister Nealy and her family.  You're my witnesses :)

The boys have 4 hours of day camp tomorrow.  I plan on getting a very long walk in and getting some errands done.  I will start tomorrow w/ a smoothie.  I hate to be crude...but eating bad yesterday and today has really plugged me up!  Diet is the center to everything!  Hopefully the smoothie will get things moving again :) 

Okay, time for me to come clean w/ the sins of today:

9:45  Oatmeal made with water, spoonful of Stevia and large spoonful of brown sugar.
11:30  some pita chips w/ that damn dip again.  Not too much, but I should never eat that shit.
Caffeine free Diet Pepsi
2:00  frozen noodles again
3:30  2 slices of veggie pizza from Pizza Hut
5:30  1/2 peanut butter and honey sandwich on wheat bread
Diet 7up