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Another day filled w/ failure

8/7/2011

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I got up this morning, telling myself that today is a new day...I would be better.  Well, I haven't been.  I'm spent.  Emotional stuff just weighs me down in the worst ways...I'm so tired.  I even took a nap this afternoon.  The events of yesterday are still very much with us today.  It puts everything in such perspective.  We've got to get our will done, Brian needs a decent life insurance, blah, blah, blah.  Sucks being a grown up, huh?  Just so it's in writing, before we get the will done, if anything ever happens to Brian and I, we want the kids to live w/ my sister Nealy and her family.  You're my witnesses :)

The boys have 4 hours of day camp tomorrow.  I plan on getting a very long walk in and getting some errands done.  I will start tomorrow w/ a smoothie.  I hate to be crude...but eating bad yesterday and today has really plugged me up!  Diet is the center to everything!  Hopefully the smoothie will get things moving again :) 

Okay, time for me to come clean w/ the sins of today:

9:45  Oatmeal made with water, spoonful of Stevia and large spoonful of brown sugar.
11:30  some pita chips w/ that damn dip again.  Not too much, but I should never eat that shit.
Caffeine free Diet Pepsi
2:00  frozen noodles again
3:30  2 slices of veggie pizza from Pizza Hut
5:30  1/2 peanut butter and honey sandwich on wheat bread
Diet 7up

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Staci
8/7/2011 02:56:54 pm

Hope the exercise helped. Stress sucks! You are doing good. Being able to observe, forgive and move on is a huge skill. Remember what your goal is and keep your eye on the prize. It will also help you let go of stress/emotions. You are a very passionate/emotional person, just like me. I totally understand! Postive thoughts are being sent your way.

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Asha
8/8/2011 03:05:37 am

Jen, check your FB e-mail:-)
Love you
Ash

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Melinda
8/9/2011 10:37:39 am

Hola Cuz!

Thank God Brian is okay! Thank God Your family is intact!

NOW, take care of you...Don't be so hard on yourself, Don't beat yourself up. There seriously is not need...JUST start now....from the time you read this until you go to bed, no junk food, processed food, and drink some water...then carry on with your plan...I love you and I very glad you have this blog.

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