It's mammogram time again on Wed. Of course, there's another lump, so Dr. is sending me in for a diagnostic m. The thing is, I have dense breast tissue, so I'm a little lumpy, and it's hard to see things. This has lead to me having so many mammograms. This is the first time in a few years that I was able to go a year in between, though. I'm less nervous this time than others, but of course I'm still nervous. I'm sure I have more nerves, because I feel so alone out here. Brian always thinks everything is going to be fine. He thinks that about everything, even when things aren't okay. So, he doesn't really understand my fears. But I know how I've treated my body. I know what I've put it through. People so much healthier than me have gotten sick. I've been so lucky. I really do look at it as luck.
We had our Alaska Family fantasy football draft yesterday. What a kick in the pants. Cal just goes nuts for fantasy football. He talks such smack! Ryne opted out of that league this year, as he had the party to go to. Today is our Weekley Family draft, though. The smack talk will be non-stop between the boys today. Brian will be chiming in, too, as he's the defending champ! It's so funny, though. The Arizona Weekley's totally get into it. It really is something that is a fun family thing to do together. There's lots of texts between all of us, all season. I'm not in some of the leagues I've been in previously, this year. I've been in my cousin's wife's family league for many years. The person that runs it got re-married this year, and his new wife wanted to be involved, along with her family. So, it got to be too big, so all non-family people were booted, and husband and wives now have to go in as one team. This was a bummer. I really liked playing in this league. I've enjoyed getting to know Sandy's family. Also, I wasn't invited back to play in the girls league from last year. It's the only league I won last year. I was told the gal was bringing it back with the same group, so I'm not sure what happened. I don't know the gal that runs it very well, so I don't know. It's a bummer. I have several friends in that league. Rejection is such a tough, tough thing for me. Oh, well. I can't control the situation. As much as I wish everyone liked me, it just simply isn't the case. Trust me, I'm well aware of that these days.....
Enough about that. I've recently read, The Fault in our Stars and Gone Girl. Both were good reads, if you're looking for a new book. I also watched The Other Woman the other night. It was actually pretty funny! Leslie Mann always kills it.
I hope this post finds you well and happy. I hope you are full of life. Have a great day!