To be quite honest, I have been doing really poorly the last day and a half on my eating. Damn, I need to get a hold on this stuff... But today, I'm not going to dwell on it. Today is for appreciating the good in my life.
The interview actually went really well yesterday. It's a large business, but it is family owned. The people have all worked there a long time. It really reminds me of Landa, when I first went to work for them. I really did like those days. So, I guess I'm hoping they offer me the job. I have a pretty good felling about it. I think it went really well. After I got home from the interview, their H/R called and had me take some personality test online. I'm thinking that's a good sign. If I do go to work, there's a lot I'll have to figure out, though. I need to find quality care for the kids, and I'm really worried about leaving Junior alone all day. I guess I'll cross those bridges if it comes to it.
Cal had to get a physical on Tues. Anytime he has any of those appts. they kind of send me into a tailspin. Anyway, I was planning on putting off his eye surgery until Feb., but he needs it now. His eyes are much worse, even since May. I found a surgeon in the Chicago area, that appears to be really good. We meet with him at the end of the month. After Cal's appt., I took the boys into "town" for swim lessons. We had to eat on the run, and I took full advantage....eating McDonald's. Even after we got home, I hit the Halloween candy. After I got the boys to bed, I thought about eating more...then thought about watching t.v.....then thought about cleaning... All of my "go-to" things. (Brian was working. He actually worked 7 a.m. to 10 p.m. that day) But instead of doing things the leave me feeling unfulfilled, I picked up the phone and called a very good friend. I didn't call her to sulk about Caleb, in fact, I never even brought it up. I called her to talk to a good friend, that I miss dearly. We had a great conversation. I'm so glad a I called her. In fact, I've become a bit of a phone person lately. It's been so long since I've enjoyed talking on the phone, that I'm truly appreciating it. Before I didn't have a lot of time for it. Now that I do, I'm glad I'm taking advantage of it. It's so great to get caught up with some of you!
Brian and I love to watch the Biggest Loser together. It's the one show we make sure to watch (although somehow we'd allowed ourselves to get 4 behind). So, we made it a point to watch BL last night. I was thinking about it this morning....I think BL is our porn. We take that time to enjoy the show, talk, hold hands, etc. And we both know what's going down afterwards, lol. Who needs porn, when BL is free? Is that weird, haha. I don't care.
I'm very protective over my friendships, and I feel badly that I went off last week about my Vegas trip. At the time, I needed to vent. Anyway, I thank you guys for being there for me. I feel like I need to provide you with an update. In the interest of being protective, I'll be brief. We have worked through a lot of things and are moving forward. I still love her, and she is an important part of my life. Hey, even Meredith and Christina have their issues, right? It's a testament to our friendship, that we can move forward, just like they do on Grey's Anatomy. haha.
The interview actually went really well yesterday. It's a large business, but it is family owned. The people have all worked there a long time. It really reminds me of Landa, when I first went to work for them. I really did like those days. So, I guess I'm hoping they offer me the job. I have a pretty good felling about it. I think it went really well. After I got home from the interview, their H/R called and had me take some personality test online. I'm thinking that's a good sign. If I do go to work, there's a lot I'll have to figure out, though. I need to find quality care for the kids, and I'm really worried about leaving Junior alone all day. I guess I'll cross those bridges if it comes to it.
Cal had to get a physical on Tues. Anytime he has any of those appts. they kind of send me into a tailspin. Anyway, I was planning on putting off his eye surgery until Feb., but he needs it now. His eyes are much worse, even since May. I found a surgeon in the Chicago area, that appears to be really good. We meet with him at the end of the month. After Cal's appt., I took the boys into "town" for swim lessons. We had to eat on the run, and I took full advantage....eating McDonald's. Even after we got home, I hit the Halloween candy. After I got the boys to bed, I thought about eating more...then thought about watching t.v.....then thought about cleaning... All of my "go-to" things. (Brian was working. He actually worked 7 a.m. to 10 p.m. that day) But instead of doing things the leave me feeling unfulfilled, I picked up the phone and called a very good friend. I didn't call her to sulk about Caleb, in fact, I never even brought it up. I called her to talk to a good friend, that I miss dearly. We had a great conversation. I'm so glad a I called her. In fact, I've become a bit of a phone person lately. It's been so long since I've enjoyed talking on the phone, that I'm truly appreciating it. Before I didn't have a lot of time for it. Now that I do, I'm glad I'm taking advantage of it. It's so great to get caught up with some of you!
Brian and I love to watch the Biggest Loser together. It's the one show we make sure to watch (although somehow we'd allowed ourselves to get 4 behind). So, we made it a point to watch BL last night. I was thinking about it this morning....I think BL is our porn. We take that time to enjoy the show, talk, hold hands, etc. And we both know what's going down afterwards, lol. Who needs porn, when BL is free? Is that weird, haha. I don't care.
I'm very protective over my friendships, and I feel badly that I went off last week about my Vegas trip. At the time, I needed to vent. Anyway, I thank you guys for being there for me. I feel like I need to provide you with an update. In the interest of being protective, I'll be brief. We have worked through a lot of things and are moving forward. I still love her, and she is an important part of my life. Hey, even Meredith and Christina have their issues, right? It's a testament to our friendship, that we can move forward, just like they do on Grey's Anatomy. haha.
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